~I wonder what he would think about our life here in Texas, our children, our difficult decision to leave the army, our chickens.
~I wonder what he would say about where I am in my life right now. What advice would he give me if I came to him with the things that weigh heavy on my heart and mind?
~I think about playing catch with him (I was hopeless), and being carried, sleepily into the house on his big shoulder and I think about things that he told me, moments when he was in tune to me and told me what I needed to hear. . .
. . . and I miss him.